I didn’t answer.
Because grief blinds you. Love makes you trust when you shouldn’t.
Sometimes he asks why Daddy didn’t love him.
I don’t know how to answer that.
We still visit the cemetery sometimes.
There’s an empty grave there now, a stone bearing Noah’s name.
He stands beside me, holding my hand, staring at it silently.
“I waited a long time,” he says once.
I kiss his hair, my voice steady.
“I’m here now,” I tell him. “I’ll always come.”